Wednesday night life drawing started back up again this week after a summer hiatus. It was ultimately good to be back though it felt like trying to convince myself to jump into ice cold water to get myself to go. We were all in the same boat, feeling rusty, frustrated, and relieved to be drawing again all at once. I've often wondered why I so resist doing the things I say I love to do. As we call ourselves forth and our light gets brighter it also casts a shadow. It helps to know that resistance is just part of the whole, not something to beat down and overcome, but to be aware of and move with.
